life bores me,sometimes.
Sometimes it feel like I go through a daily schedule that doesn't stop.
Sometimes I don't look forward to the next day.. cause it will just be the same.
I want to live a life out of the ordinary... but how will I accomplish that..
being restrained in this worthless little box;
11.7.09
Parents
My rents hate eachother.
Not just hate. It's beyond hate.
It's to the point where they can't be standing in the same room without an outburst.
And, although my parents never officially divorced.. It always feels like it. But I'm not sad.
My mom married my dad for money and looks. And my dad married my money for her beauty.
I guess karma eventually stabs you in the back cause now my parents are poor and have two ugly children.
So people heed my warning.... don't marry for superficial reasons or the karma god would bite you back.
Not just hate. It's beyond hate.
It's to the point where they can't be standing in the same room without an outburst.
And, although my parents never officially divorced.. It always feels like it. But I'm not sad.
My mom married my dad for money and looks. And my dad married my money for her beauty.
I guess karma eventually stabs you in the back cause now my parents are poor and have two ugly children.
So people heed my warning.... don't marry for superficial reasons or the karma god would bite you back.
I don't want to go to Killer Hell School
Why oh why do I have to go to friggin... Killer Hell school.
How am I going to met fobs if I go to killer helll school!!!!!!
WHy couldnt I go to memorial,dulles,bellaire, or even clements???
It's enough hell already having bad relations from some people in middleschool...
but to see them again in highschool,,... aiya yuck!!!!
How am I going to met fobs if I go to killer helll school!!!!!!
WHy couldnt I go to memorial,dulles,bellaire, or even clements???
It's enough hell already having bad relations from some people in middleschool...
but to see them again in highschool,,... aiya yuck!!!!
7.7.09
2 gorgeous parents and 1 ugly child.
When you walk down the street, and you see two gorgeous, magazine-equivalent, celebrity-status adults walking hand and hand, you go Ahhh! But, as your eyes dart to their ugly four year old girl and 3 year old boy, you began to think.... " Are those kids from Mars cause they sure look like martians?"
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You know what.., I always wondered why I'm so damn average/below average/ or just plain ugly compared to my parents when they were my age. Emphasize my age.
I mean, look at me.... I look like a frigging mutated alien. No joke.
My theory is that God got tired of painting and sculpting the doll's faces.
So he randomly gave a couple of thousand dolls to his unartistic angels.
The unartistic angels eventually got tired of painting and sculpting dolls.
(Cause its a tiring job)
So they randomly gave them to the commoners on Earth.
To be quite frank, the commoners sculpted and painted the worst.
That's how ugly, pretty, average humans were created.
The pretty humans were created by the might god himself.
The average-0s were created by the unartistic angels.
The ugly people which include me... were created by commoners on Earth.
If god only never got tired of creating dolls, than the whole world would look physically pretty.
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You know what.., I always wondered why I'm so damn average/below average/ or just plain ugly compared to my parents when they were my age. Emphasize my age.
I mean, look at me.... I look like a frigging mutated alien. No joke.
My theory is that God got tired of painting and sculpting the doll's faces.
So he randomly gave a couple of thousand dolls to his unartistic angels.
The unartistic angels eventually got tired of painting and sculpting dolls.
(Cause its a tiring job)
So they randomly gave them to the commoners on Earth.
To be quite frank, the commoners sculpted and painted the worst.
That's how ugly, pretty, average humans were created.
The pretty humans were created by the might god himself.
The average-0s were created by the unartistic angels.
The ugly people which include me... were created by commoners on Earth.
If god only never got tired of creating dolls, than the whole world would look physically pretty.
5.7.09
Stand up for oneself
I wish I have the power to standup for myself!
The power to yell!
The power to say no!
Writing this makes me fucking mad.
Cause, I wanted to smack that old asian lady in the face. (evil but true)
Anyways, one day My mom was being nice so we got to go to ROSS DRESS FOR LESS.
Ross dress for less is a wonderful place to shop for poor girls like me.
they have nice cheap clothes! I was digging through the racks, and found 18 gorgeous clothes!
I just had to try them on!!! After trying them on, I realized they didn't fit me. Oh well.
So I decided to give them to the old asian lady, whos job is to..... place the clothes back on the hangers and hang them back on the rack. Because she was being fucking lazy... She told me to place the clothes back on the hangers....
All she did was just place the already hanged clothes randomly on a rack.!!!
WTF!@SS!
You know what..
I wished I told her, "Hell no, I'm not hanging clothes cause you are too lazy to hang them up"
"You choose this job, its your responsiblity"
"You know what, you make the whole ross shitty"
BUT instead, being the quiet girl....
I was said..
"okay"
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
Next time I'm going to stand up for myself!
The power to yell!
The power to say no!
Writing this makes me fucking mad.
Cause, I wanted to smack that old asian lady in the face. (evil but true)
Anyways, one day My mom was being nice so we got to go to ROSS DRESS FOR LESS.
Ross dress for less is a wonderful place to shop for poor girls like me.
they have nice cheap clothes! I was digging through the racks, and found 18 gorgeous clothes!
I just had to try them on!!! After trying them on, I realized they didn't fit me. Oh well.
So I decided to give them to the old asian lady, whos job is to..... place the clothes back on the hangers and hang them back on the rack. Because she was being fucking lazy... She told me to place the clothes back on the hangers....
All she did was just place the already hanged clothes randomly on a rack.!!!
WTF!@SS!
You know what..
I wished I told her, "Hell no, I'm not hanging clothes cause you are too lazy to hang them up"
"You choose this job, its your responsiblity"
"You know what, you make the whole ross shitty"
BUT instead, being the quiet girl....
I was said..
"okay"
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
Next time I'm going to stand up for myself!
Hypocrite.
According to Merriam-Webster, a hypocrite is a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feeling... and according to that... it means I'm clearly a hypocrite. )::::::::
In my profile, I said.. I did not want to fit into the "perfect" mold yet I want to be a perfect girl. (see last post).
Highschool just seems so intimidating. Everyone, seems to be having a "summer makeover"
to become gorgeous. And, if I don't do that. I"m going to turn into... who knows what. Maybe, a hairy,tan,monster who watches dramas 24/7. Ha, maybe I'll just hide under a rock during the first day of school. I'm being serious. Dead serious. If I don't accomplish my goal, I'm going to wear a potato sack as a dress, and a paper bag as my makeup. I have to accomplish my goal!!!
In my profile, I said.. I did not want to fit into the "perfect" mold yet I want to be a perfect girl. (see last post).
Highschool just seems so intimidating. Everyone, seems to be having a "summer makeover"
to become gorgeous. And, if I don't do that. I"m going to turn into... who knows what. Maybe, a hairy,tan,monster who watches dramas 24/7. Ha, maybe I'll just hide under a rock during the first day of school. I'm being serious. Dead serious. If I don't accomplish my goal, I'm going to wear a potato sack as a dress, and a paper bag as my makeup. I have to accomplish my goal!!!
4.7.09
Operation:perfect girl
I have a badcase of cpu. MY computer is what I'm on 24/7 now...
sad isn't it.. nah, more like pathetic.
I feel like I'm rotting all my precious,wonderful,memory-making, summers away.
I could be doing something more productive such as "Operation:Perfect girl"
Basically,operation:PERFECT girl is to become nearly perfect in one summer.
Meaning smart, pretty, a good personality. But how the hell would my goal be accomplished if I'm on the computer 24/7....
not accomplished yet
1. better fashion sense
2. become smarter.
3. more confidence.
4. better hair
5. .......better face ):
yah! this is frustrating me!!!
Edittt: 7.30.09
None of this happened...yet T_T
sad isn't it.. nah, more like pathetic.
I feel like I'm rotting all my precious,wonderful,memory-making, summers away.
I could be doing something more productive such as "Operation:Perfect girl"
Basically,operation:PERFECT girl is to become nearly perfect in one summer.
Meaning smart, pretty, a good personality. But how the hell would my goal be accomplished if I'm on the computer 24/7....
not accomplished yet
1. better fashion sense
2. become smarter.
3. more confidence.
4. better hair
5. .......better face ):
yah! this is frustrating me!!!
Edittt: 7.30.09
None of this happened...yet T_T
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