Cookies are delicious when they are just baked.
Fresh, yummy and taste like a slice of heaven.
But when they are rotten.... they are stale and sometimes poisonous.
The rotten cookie. The cookie that no one wants to put in their mouth. Not even a 5 year old kid with an intense sugar rush.
The cookie that some poor person eats because of a dare.
The cookie that the girl scouts can't even sell.
Because It's poisonous inside and out.
Unfortunately, once a cookie becomes rotten...
you can't unrot it.
It becomes rotten forever.
20.7.09
"Your daughter will fail at life"
Guess what everyone?????
I will fail at life!!!!!!!
~
My mom basically told me that one of her "friends" thinks that I won't be successful in life and that my brother would be on top. Okay, that sorta brought me down. Like a fucking mile down.
You know what's funny.. her "friend" is a church freak and an old guy.
I mean, you always here the sayings "Respect your elders" "old people are wise" ect...ect.
Well, he makes old people look bad. VERY BAD.
MY mom said, he "predicted" my future when she invited him to attend one of my brother and I's swimming lessons.
WHAT THE FUDGE CAKES?!
I guess he saw my brother who shined amongst them all when he finished with first place.
And he saw me barely reaching reaching the end of the pool.
But I also blame my mom... she always feeds shit to that old man's brain.
I hear her talking on the phone and say, " My daughter ran away from home once."
"She never does work." "All shes good at is school"
"my daughter blahblahblah"
All these things are sorta exaggerated.. sure.. I "Ran" away from home once. Sure I never do chores. Sure sure sure... But she exaggerates the story to make herself look good.
AGGG, stupid old man.
I should stop worry about what other people think of me.
TO the hell with it.
I should do whatev I want.!
Who gives a care!!
My new motto is , "Who gives a care"!
I will fail at life!!!!!!!
~
My mom basically told me that one of her "friends" thinks that I won't be successful in life and that my brother would be on top. Okay, that sorta brought me down. Like a fucking mile down.
You know what's funny.. her "friend" is a church freak and an old guy.
I mean, you always here the sayings "Respect your elders" "old people are wise" ect...ect.
Well, he makes old people look bad. VERY BAD.
MY mom said, he "predicted" my future when she invited him to attend one of my brother and I's swimming lessons.
WHAT THE FUDGE CAKES?!
I guess he saw my brother who shined amongst them all when he finished with first place.
And he saw me barely reaching reaching the end of the pool.
But I also blame my mom... she always feeds shit to that old man's brain.
I hear her talking on the phone and say, " My daughter ran away from home once."
"She never does work." "All shes good at is school"
"my daughter blahblahblah"
All these things are sorta exaggerated.. sure.. I "Ran" away from home once. Sure I never do chores. Sure sure sure... But she exaggerates the story to make herself look good.
AGGG, stupid old man.
I should stop worry about what other people think of me.
TO the hell with it.
I should do whatev I want.!
Who gives a care!!
My new motto is , "Who gives a care"!
11.7.09
life
life bores me,sometimes.
Sometimes it feel like I go through a daily schedule that doesn't stop.
Sometimes I don't look forward to the next day.. cause it will just be the same.
I want to live a life out of the ordinary... but how will I accomplish that..
being restrained in this worthless little box;
Sometimes it feel like I go through a daily schedule that doesn't stop.
Sometimes I don't look forward to the next day.. cause it will just be the same.
I want to live a life out of the ordinary... but how will I accomplish that..
being restrained in this worthless little box;
Parents
My rents hate eachother.
Not just hate. It's beyond hate.
It's to the point where they can't be standing in the same room without an outburst.
And, although my parents never officially divorced.. It always feels like it. But I'm not sad.
My mom married my dad for money and looks. And my dad married my money for her beauty.
I guess karma eventually stabs you in the back cause now my parents are poor and have two ugly children.
So people heed my warning.... don't marry for superficial reasons or the karma god would bite you back.
Not just hate. It's beyond hate.
It's to the point where they can't be standing in the same room without an outburst.
And, although my parents never officially divorced.. It always feels like it. But I'm not sad.
My mom married my dad for money and looks. And my dad married my money for her beauty.
I guess karma eventually stabs you in the back cause now my parents are poor and have two ugly children.
So people heed my warning.... don't marry for superficial reasons or the karma god would bite you back.
I don't want to go to Killer Hell School
Why oh why do I have to go to friggin... Killer Hell school.
How am I going to met fobs if I go to killer helll school!!!!!!
WHy couldnt I go to memorial,dulles,bellaire, or even clements???
It's enough hell already having bad relations from some people in middleschool...
but to see them again in highschool,,... aiya yuck!!!!
How am I going to met fobs if I go to killer helll school!!!!!!
WHy couldnt I go to memorial,dulles,bellaire, or even clements???
It's enough hell already having bad relations from some people in middleschool...
but to see them again in highschool,,... aiya yuck!!!!
7.7.09
2 gorgeous parents and 1 ugly child.
When you walk down the street, and you see two gorgeous, magazine-equivalent, celebrity-status adults walking hand and hand, you go Ahhh! But, as your eyes dart to their ugly four year old girl and 3 year old boy, you began to think.... " Are those kids from Mars cause they sure look like martians?"
~~
You know what.., I always wondered why I'm so damn average/below average/ or just plain ugly compared to my parents when they were my age. Emphasize my age.
I mean, look at me.... I look like a frigging mutated alien. No joke.
My theory is that God got tired of painting and sculpting the doll's faces.
So he randomly gave a couple of thousand dolls to his unartistic angels.
The unartistic angels eventually got tired of painting and sculpting dolls.
(Cause its a tiring job)
So they randomly gave them to the commoners on Earth.
To be quite frank, the commoners sculpted and painted the worst.
That's how ugly, pretty, average humans were created.
The pretty humans were created by the might god himself.
The average-0s were created by the unartistic angels.
The ugly people which include me... were created by commoners on Earth.
If god only never got tired of creating dolls, than the whole world would look physically pretty.
~~
You know what.., I always wondered why I'm so damn average/below average/ or just plain ugly compared to my parents when they were my age. Emphasize my age.
I mean, look at me.... I look like a frigging mutated alien. No joke.
My theory is that God got tired of painting and sculpting the doll's faces.
So he randomly gave a couple of thousand dolls to his unartistic angels.
The unartistic angels eventually got tired of painting and sculpting dolls.
(Cause its a tiring job)
So they randomly gave them to the commoners on Earth.
To be quite frank, the commoners sculpted and painted the worst.
That's how ugly, pretty, average humans were created.
The pretty humans were created by the might god himself.
The average-0s were created by the unartistic angels.
The ugly people which include me... were created by commoners on Earth.
If god only never got tired of creating dolls, than the whole world would look physically pretty.
5.7.09
Stand up for oneself
I wish I have the power to standup for myself!
The power to yell!
The power to say no!
Writing this makes me fucking mad.
Cause, I wanted to smack that old asian lady in the face. (evil but true)
Anyways, one day My mom was being nice so we got to go to ROSS DRESS FOR LESS.
Ross dress for less is a wonderful place to shop for poor girls like me.
they have nice cheap clothes! I was digging through the racks, and found 18 gorgeous clothes!
I just had to try them on!!! After trying them on, I realized they didn't fit me. Oh well.
So I decided to give them to the old asian lady, whos job is to..... place the clothes back on the hangers and hang them back on the rack. Because she was being fucking lazy... She told me to place the clothes back on the hangers....
All she did was just place the already hanged clothes randomly on a rack.!!!
WTF!@SS!
You know what..
I wished I told her, "Hell no, I'm not hanging clothes cause you are too lazy to hang them up"
"You choose this job, its your responsiblity"
"You know what, you make the whole ross shitty"
BUT instead, being the quiet girl....
I was said..
"okay"
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
Next time I'm going to stand up for myself!
The power to yell!
The power to say no!
Writing this makes me fucking mad.
Cause, I wanted to smack that old asian lady in the face. (evil but true)
Anyways, one day My mom was being nice so we got to go to ROSS DRESS FOR LESS.
Ross dress for less is a wonderful place to shop for poor girls like me.
they have nice cheap clothes! I was digging through the racks, and found 18 gorgeous clothes!
I just had to try them on!!! After trying them on, I realized they didn't fit me. Oh well.
So I decided to give them to the old asian lady, whos job is to..... place the clothes back on the hangers and hang them back on the rack. Because she was being fucking lazy... She told me to place the clothes back on the hangers....
All she did was just place the already hanged clothes randomly on a rack.!!!
WTF!@SS!
You know what..
I wished I told her, "Hell no, I'm not hanging clothes cause you are too lazy to hang them up"
"You choose this job, its your responsiblity"
"You know what, you make the whole ross shitty"
BUT instead, being the quiet girl....
I was said..
"okay"
AGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
Next time I'm going to stand up for myself!
Hypocrite.
According to Merriam-Webster, a hypocrite is a person who acts in contradiction to his or her stated beliefs or feeling... and according to that... it means I'm clearly a hypocrite. )::::::::
In my profile, I said.. I did not want to fit into the "perfect" mold yet I want to be a perfect girl. (see last post).
Highschool just seems so intimidating. Everyone, seems to be having a "summer makeover"
to become gorgeous. And, if I don't do that. I"m going to turn into... who knows what. Maybe, a hairy,tan,monster who watches dramas 24/7. Ha, maybe I'll just hide under a rock during the first day of school. I'm being serious. Dead serious. If I don't accomplish my goal, I'm going to wear a potato sack as a dress, and a paper bag as my makeup. I have to accomplish my goal!!!
In my profile, I said.. I did not want to fit into the "perfect" mold yet I want to be a perfect girl. (see last post).
Highschool just seems so intimidating. Everyone, seems to be having a "summer makeover"
to become gorgeous. And, if I don't do that. I"m going to turn into... who knows what. Maybe, a hairy,tan,monster who watches dramas 24/7. Ha, maybe I'll just hide under a rock during the first day of school. I'm being serious. Dead serious. If I don't accomplish my goal, I'm going to wear a potato sack as a dress, and a paper bag as my makeup. I have to accomplish my goal!!!
4.7.09
Operation:perfect girl
I have a badcase of cpu. MY computer is what I'm on 24/7 now...
sad isn't it.. nah, more like pathetic.
I feel like I'm rotting all my precious,wonderful,memory-making, summers away.
I could be doing something more productive such as "Operation:Perfect girl"
Basically,operation:PERFECT girl is to become nearly perfect in one summer.
Meaning smart, pretty, a good personality. But how the hell would my goal be accomplished if I'm on the computer 24/7....
not accomplished yet
1. better fashion sense
2. become smarter.
3. more confidence.
4. better hair
5. .......better face ):
yah! this is frustrating me!!!
Edittt: 7.30.09
None of this happened...yet T_T
sad isn't it.. nah, more like pathetic.
I feel like I'm rotting all my precious,wonderful,memory-making, summers away.
I could be doing something more productive such as "Operation:Perfect girl"
Basically,operation:PERFECT girl is to become nearly perfect in one summer.
Meaning smart, pretty, a good personality. But how the hell would my goal be accomplished if I'm on the computer 24/7....
not accomplished yet
1. better fashion sense
2. become smarter.
3. more confidence.
4. better hair
5. .......better face ):
yah! this is frustrating me!!!
Edittt: 7.30.09
None of this happened...yet T_T
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